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Showing posts with label Cemetary. Show all posts
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I forgot that I wanted to say that my little baby in my widget actually looks like a little baby now, rather than a little alien!!

And, we are gonna be getting a new puppy!! Probably around September 16th!! A little boy!! We decided to name him Wickett, since he will kinda look like an Ewok!! He is a Morkie, which is 1/2 Maltese and 1/2 Yorkie!! I am so excited!! His momma is only 4.5lbs and his daddy is 3.5lbs! So needless to say, he will be a little guy!! We have already bought a little food/water bowl, and a super cute little, and I stress the word little, collar that says, "Bad to the bone!"

I cant wait to share pictures of him!!

And, Sunday, we went out the the cemetary to visit Carli, and Keaton never ceases to amaze me!! He always talks to Carli!! I think Casey and I were kinda down when we were out there, but Keaton made us smile!! He went over and showed Carli (leaned over where she is) and said, "Hey Carli, want to see my new tattoo? It is a dinosaur!!" He is just so sweet and innocent!!

Here is the front!
And the back!!

I really dont know for sure where to start, so here it goes....


I guess I will start with the really wonderful news that Miss Carli's bench finally showed up!! Yes!! It is here!! And I am so incredibly excited about it! And sad all at the same time!! It is really beautiful thou! The guy called me and left me a message telling me that he got it set up....so I of course was not going to be able to wait until after work to see it...so I headed out to the cemetery to see it!! It is wonderful! And I am so excited that Carli finally has her bench for us to come sit and visit with her on. But, we havent really been making it out there too much to see her, since it has been 100 + degrees. I am sure she understands!!
On the pregnancy side...I have felt like crap!!! I went to the ER on Friday at 7pm. While at the pool with the kids earlier, my left hand, left side of my lips, my tongue, and even my teeth, yes my teeth, felt numb. I stopped by work and checked my blood pressure...141/92, super high for me. Go in thinking my dr was the one on call...guess what, hes not!! A paperboard like dr is on instead...I didnt really feel like they did much. They checked my blood pressure again, which was good...checked my temp, guess it was good, and he checked to make sure I wasnt having a stroke. That is pretty much it! Oh yeah, he also asked me if the baby was moving like normal. To which I gave him a funny look, and said, well, I dont know since I CANT FEEL it move yet, since I am only 7 weeks!! Talk about wanting to smack him upside the head!!
Anyhow, needless to say, I went home, had a massive migraine that started and hasnt completely gone away since then. I went to bed that nite at 7:30pm, woke up at 2:45am, took 2 T3's, stayed awake until 5am watching mindless tv, then slept until 10 or 11am. I did end up going to Topeka for awhile on Saturday, but I really wasnt up for it. I only went to get a few things for my SIL's baby shower coming up soon. I did pretty much take the dr's advice though, and stayed in the house where it was cool. But it didnt help the migraine at all. I even stayed home yesterday from work, with the exception of going to see my dr for myself and for Carter's Kindergarten physical. Tell me something, why the hell do Kindergartners need a physical??? But Carter passed his with flying colors!!
As for me seeing my dr, he really couldnt do much he said. As we all know, since I mention it 23 thousand times...I will be seeing him in 2 weeks and 1 day for my first prenatal appt and sonogram. Which I am still very excited for!! He told me that if the headaches continue, he might move the appt up sooner...I did ask him if it was possible for there to be two babies in there since I am having such doozies of headaches. He said he didnt know, he hadnt ever heard of headaches being a sign of twins. Not the headaches silly....the SEVERITY of the headaches!! Guess we will find out in 2w1d!!
Speaking of that...want to see a picture of my tummy?? How about TWO?? Here is me at 6w3d:
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And me at 7w3d!!
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Me thinks the belly is growing!! Dr. S wonders if my migraines arent stress related, considering all I went thru with Carli. I told him that so far, I havent really stressed yet. That I have been doing well with this pregnancy. Some how, I dont think he believes me! I really do have an amazing group of support, coming from all directions! My family and friends here, a great group of dr's to work with, and of course I have some amazing friends in my computer!! I wish they could all know how much they mean to me, but I dont think they will ever competely know!!
Well, at least I got on here and did some updating!! Oh crud, I just remembered, I need to make sure to get a really super cute picture of Carter for one of my message boards!! Must work on that!! But for now, this chicka is really ready for bed!!!



As did Mikaela!! We played our make-up game last nite!! It was great!! We were tied 0 all thru 3 innings. Then the stinky Lebo team scored one run....score 1-0, them. Lebo beat the snot out of us in our regular season game, 11-2. It was not pretty!! But, I do think the crappy rain we had that day didnt help either. It was quite chilly and you could see some of our girls shivering!! Any way...back to the game from last nite! Mikalea's first at bat, she whopped the ball hard, nice hit, but it went right to the 2nd baseman who was in the right place!! Damn!! Great hit thou!! She had some awesome plays...including a backhand stop. A great throw to first that was a little high, and our first baseman didnt catch. Another play where she stopped the ball, but it got a little away from her. But she went after it, slipped in some mud and landed on her butt...but still managed to toss a good toss to the 3rd baseman...but the runner was just a little quicker!! We go to bat at the top of the 5th, with Mikaela being first batter! I honestly cant remember where exactly she hit the ball...but it was a good hit and she got a single!! That was the start to a great inning! We scored 6 runs!! All starting with Kaela's hit!! She even ended up back up to bat...but we had scored our 6 run limit for the inning!! Lebo comes up to bat in the bottom of the 5th. Time has expired at this time....so if they dont score more than 6 runs, we win! Payton pitched really good!! She was on fire! If only you could see this girl. She is a petite girl...but an awesome ball player!! We had one of the Lebo girls that hit the ball straight at Kaela's but it went thru her legs, into the outfield. That girl ended up with a homerun...but it was illegal!! Her own team pointed out that she hadnt touched 2nd base. But we only had one official behind the plate. So it didnt get called!! But that didnt matter!! We WON!!! 6-2!! It was great!! The girls were so pumped!! I hope it continues to tonites game. I think we play Yates Center, who is an awesome team!! They stomped us 13-0 when we played them regular season. I am hoping we can avenge that game too!! I believe if we win that game, we go on to play another game tonite for championship!! That will mean for some tired girls!!

We have headed out to the cemetary quite a few times to see if Carli's bench has made it in. It isnt out there yet! I am really hoping it will make it today. We shall see!! I am so excited to see it! I hope it turns out as good as it is in my head!! As soon as it is out there, I will try to get a picture!!

Keep your fingers crossed!! It looks like the sky is clouding up!! Damn!! Stay away rain!!!!

Ok...we probably do need the rain...but did it have to rain today? Mikaela was suppose to have a ball game tonite. The first nite of her tournament! We were all kinda bummed thou, cuz she has to play a really good team that only lost one game!! Yikes!! Oh well...guess it has been delayed for now! I was bummed too because she was suppose to go on a cool field trip today with the Rec Center to a place called Marble Madness. But I told her she needed to stay home instead since they werent due to be back until 4:30 and she was probably going to have to head out right around that time. They never schedule stuff on Wednesdays...it is suppose to be family nite with church and the such! So, we not only didnt have a ball game, but she also didnt get to go on her field trip.



On a good note about Mikaela and softball....she was so hyped! Last Thursday at her last regular season game...she got to pitch!! She has only been wanting to do it all season!! And she did really good!! I dont think she had one crazy pitch! Way to go Mikaela.



We had Carter's 5th birthday party this weekend! It went really well....we had some of his friends from his preschool class there, along with one of the kids from the sitters, and our neighbor's little girl. There were tons of kids here it seemed! He had a TMNT party! The pinata went over really well as usual. It was great!!



The only bad part about Carter's party was when I lost it and ended up going into Carter's room and cried. The kids were all so anxious to get started with the pinata, and my neighbor started recording it on the video camera. After the pinata, we came inside and had Carter open his presents! That is when it hit me...I dont think I fast forwarded it to the end. I went up to Carter's room and checked the tape. I had the most sickening feeling in my stomach!! I HADNT fast forwarded it!! And that was the tape that we had taped Carli with! I have been beating myself up for days now. I am so pissed off at myself!! What was I thinking having that tape in there!! I know there is nothing that can be done now...other than trying to get over it!



On the TTC front...I ordered some ovulation predictor kits. They should be in my order tomorrow at work. I also ordered some Lydia Pinkham herbal stuff. Dont know if it works or not, but I am gonna at least look at it. Next week on the 5th is when Fertility Friend says my ovulation is predicted for according to my cycles. Please let this be my cycle. I have mixed feelings about us concieving this cycle. If we go according to my period, my due date would be March 27, 2008. That is kinda hard to imagine that I would even attempt to try to have another baby at the same time frame. But, if it is meant to happen, then it will. I figure that is just a chance I am willing to take. My ideal time for a baby would be in May. As silly as it sounds, that way I could finish out my consecutive month of births...I have Carli in March, Keaton in April, no one in May..Carter in June, and Mikaela in July.



The Butterfly bush that we planted for Carli is doing great!! When the boys and I went out and watered it last nite, we saw the first bloom on it!! A pretty little purple flower!! I will have to take pictures to show!! We still dont have the bench out at Carli's site. Carter keeps asking me when will Carli's stone be there. I am really expecting it sometime this week...but it is suppose to rain all damn week. So, if it is raining he wont be able to come and place it! =( The Butterfly plants are looking pretty good!! There are 3 of them...one is really big and bushy, the second one is a little smaller, and the last one is still looking pretty wimpy. We have been teasing Keaton that that is his plant. It has been getting just a little more extra miracle grow than the others..well, maybe just a little more water!

Well, how is that for the mother of somewhat update? I will try to post more often. Should be a little easier since ball season is pretty much over!!

There is a base!




Casey and the boys and I had run up to get a few things out of town and Mikaela gave me a call. Her and Casey's mom had gone out to water Carli's plants and bush. She said that the concrete base that Carli's bench will be on is set up!! I am so excited!! That means it should hopefully be here soon!! I dont expect to come this week thou! Sounds like we are in for quite a bit of crappy rain!! Sunday before we headed out to watch TMNT, we went out to the cemetary and took Carli her butterfly windchime that we had gotten her, along with the little butterfly post thingie to hang it on!! I love it!! The chime is a light purple and has the softest little tinkling sound!! Very appropriate for my little girl!!


I had another talk with Carli about us having another baby. I told her how cool it would be if this was the month we conceived!! If that is the case, our due date would be February 29th!! Of course, the next baby wouldnt be born near that, but how cool would it be to at least be expected that day!! I am thinking that if it we do get to have another one that it will be a boy. Even though, I really would love to have another little girl!! My mom had me, then 2 boys, a miscarriage, that she thinks was a girl, then went on to have 2 more boys! So far, I have had Mikalea, my daughter, then Carter and Keaton, my 2 boys, then my angel Carli. So, if fate has its way, the next one will be a boy!! *LOL* Also, with my mom, me and her were born in odd years, so have Mikaela and Carli, and my brothers were all born in even years....like Carter and Keaton...so if we have a baby in 2008, it should be a boy to carry on tradition!! *LOL* Sometimes I think I think things thru too damn much!!

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